I make myself sad and cry. I make myself come up with crazy things that I know will never happen. I think about how I ised to always hurt myself when I get sad. Now crying myself to sleep is the next big thing.
Hate myself for doing this to myself. No more. Get yourself together.
What did I eatt. I just want to throw up.
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I wish I had family who had money to send me for graduation. All of them lives in the philippines. And we give them about $500 a month.
I don’t have family in the states.
Not sure if I’m going to school again tomorrow :/ this stomach ache is killing meeee.
Haha got Jesse into eating filipino food :)
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Can’t wait to finish this already!
One year gifts :)
http://SCN.BY/9T9AB0HTW8HC9Q
I’m making one of these for Jesse.
Then I’m getting him the games he asked for. Clothes. Lots of them.
And more games.
The smash book will be the top gifts.
I have $200 budget om this. Gotta make it all something he would love!
Finished my Metal Sculpture!!!
Guyyss. My school was selling Carnations! And Jesse got me these!!!! I was so excited and soooo happy because I have never gotten any from anyone!!! And I got them from Jesse which is a plus !!!
You are so annoying shut up.
Finalllly going to sleep!
Just watched a video of someone beating a baby. What the fuck. Im not sure if its real or fake! But that girl is psycho! Who does that….
Today, me and Jesse talked about our one year anniversary. He spent over $200 on one thing for me and he already has it. He told me not to spend more than he did, and he was being so cute and excited and I’m excited because I know what to get him! (: ans I’m making him something cool!
